"It was a long progression into the hell on earth that I had created for myself. The road trip back was nothing."
Then they gang raped me. I came close to dying that night.
"I would take off and stay gone for days."
"They kept whispering back and forth and acting weird. They were all laughing."
I didn’t realize that I was chosen until recently, really. When I really learned what it meant to be adopted into God’s family I made the connection of how much my parents really chose me and wanted me.
.....that’s when I began to take the pain medication to numb the hurt on the inside.
I’m cool with being a janitor right now. I don’t know about the rest of my life.
"I remember a specific moment where after a concert, a person came up to me and they thanked me for having a speech handicap."
"Don't pray that I come home real soon because if I come home real soon I'm gonna mess up again real big."
"She thought I wasn't listening. But really I was."