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The surgery getting the tumor out was more damaging than the tumor was.
I should have been killed. I should have been thrown into trees or paralyzed, but by the grace of God I was spared.
"My dad, my mom, me, and my baby sister would all sleep on a mattress in the truck bed."
"It launched with force. It slammed into my chest. The top claws, the front claws were all up by my face and by my neck.......... I was twenty four years old. I didn’t want to die."
One day he brought a friend with him to also have sex with me. I then realized he didn’t love me. He just thought he could use me and get sex from me.
Without ever hearing him say a word he spoke to me. He said, “I am the fifth fallen angel. You’ve served me well, and you will serve me again.”
I just started squalling and laughing and carrying on like a crazy woman. It was like a bolt of lightening hit me in the head.
"When my brother passed it was a point of, I really had to cry out to the Lord because the pain was immense."
I just lost all hope. I was just being dealt the wrong hand. I really went into a depression.
My dad committed the crime of first degree murder on August 14, 1996, which is my birthday, and he went to prison.