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He said, "We can make a hundred thousand a year." I said, “Well, Let’s go!” The first year we made some good money; about sixty or seventy-thousand dollars. In two years of working with him I didn't know that he was using pow...
From the very beginning my real dad told me he loved me, but left. He may have loved me, but I don’t know. Then a step dad came in, and said he loved me and my mom, but would also tell me to not tell. It started with fondling...
My brothers and I were separated. When we came back together in our parents home it wasn’t any better. There was still a lot of abuse going on, so I moved back out the spring semester my senior year.
"I would take off and stay gone for days."
"I thought Jesus was the king of the cartoon network."
Every relationship, every encounter, would get worse, would become more perverted, more faceless, more emotionless. I had been with countless men. I could fill up a notebook full of the men that I had been with.
All of my life my family has been drug addicts, prostitutes, and different things. I didn't grow up in a very good household.
I was the sixth of seven children. I was molested from the time I was two or three years old until I was six or seven.
“My whole entire life I was looking for someone to teach me how to be a man."
When I was twelve the Lord woke me up one night and instructed me to pray for my future wife whom I had never met.