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I started to make emotional ties with a lot of these girls that were just unhealthy.
Every relationship, every encounter, would get worse, would become more perverted, more faceless, more emotionless. I had been with countless men. I could fill up a notebook full of the men that I had been with.
"Suddenly I felt the real power and presence of God. It was like fire and electricity shooting through my body."
God loves you and he cares about you; and he wants the best for you. You find freedom in his love through surrendering to him.
I tried to live for the Lord and the Devil at the same time. I was straddling the fence, so to speak. It doesn’t work. I thought, “I can’t live it.”
I didn’t realize that I was chosen until recently, really. When I really learned what it meant to be adopted into God’s family I made the connection of how much my parents really chose me and wanted me.
I remember of walking on a bridge in New York City, hearing an evil presence. As I looked over the edge of the bridge I heard a voice say, “Jump. It’ll be all over.”
That’s the key thing here and when someone says they’re gay or homosexual, that is now saying; “That is my identity.”
