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There was a lot of infidelity and secrets, and lies going on. It seemed like it was lies layered upon lies. I became what I thought to be a really good dentist with a really good practice.
"But God had to teach me that none of that matters, that He was going to be my Father and that He was going to teach me and help me."
"I would stab myself with a sewing needle. Or any kind of needle. Just to feel that pain. To know, you're still here. You're still human. You're still alive in some way. To make that pain, just show what I felt on the inside....
God loves you and he cares about you; and he wants the best for you. You find freedom in his love through surrendering to him.
I did everything imaginable you can do and probably by the grace of God. A lot of people would have been in prison for some of the stuff I did.
I have a very long criminal record from in and out of the county jail. I have been to prison twice. I was in jail and I kinda looked in the mirror and it was like the spirit of God said; “ Is this who you want Matthew Thompso...
I’ve never in my life felt so wanted and so and so needed and so desirable.
That’s the key thing here and when someone says they’re gay or homosexual, that is now saying; “That is my identity.”
"By the time I was in puberty I had one foot in the homosexual world, one in the heterosexual world, and I didn’t know how I got there."
My husband helped me a lot. He cried. He prayed. When I would go back out and do wrong again he would come looking for me. He would forgive me.